Toxic Pangs

Dictionary.com describes a "pang" as "a sudden feeling of mental or emotional distress or longing." I just had a pang.

I really miss someone right now, despite their high toxicity level and my own assuredness of making the right decision. I made the mistake of listening to a particular album, one that could be a biographical account of my summer-through-fall of 06. I'm such a masochist for allowing myself to listen to this.

I am a strong girl, and this too shall pass. I'm going to go to bed and sleep it off. Goodnight.